Monday, September 24, 2007

Sep 24, 2007

ALOHA! I am feeling stronger every day and am back into my routine.

My next major scans (PET and CAT) are scheduled for Tuesday, October 2nd. I would be dishonest if I claimed there was no anxiety about the results. I do not fear the disease--as a local healthcare provider advertises: I have cancer; cancer does NOT have me! But I dread the side effects of the treatments which might be necessary should more disease be discovered.

Am leaving that to God Almighty who knows best what is best for me but the human part of me is still feeling a bit anxious.

Guess faith is only built in times of testing . . . which this certainly has been. I can only give glory to God and trust that whatever happens is in His will for all of us.